It only gets worse each day
I thought he was diffrent. That he was gonna look trough my borderline/adhd surface and come see me for who i really am. I guess i haven't learned yet. He is just like everyone else i've been with. If they find some other girl that shows slightly interest they leave to be with that girl. Miss Normale... how i fucking hate Miss Normale. The girl you see everyday that doesn't leave any impression on you. I wish i could be Miss Normale. Then i would never have lost him.
Yesterday i threw up after i found out that he is dating her. I could barely walk to the toilet, my legs where like spaghetti. I don't even know how this happened. I wish i could forget the last year. Forget about his cute face, his beautiful body and his smile. All i see when i close my eyes is him. I just keep hoping that he will call me and tell me that he is coming over to see me and that he misses me as much as i miss him.
I thought he was different. I just want to be happy.. but i can't without him. Beautiful bluebell.. i miss you so much.
Yesterday i threw up after i found out that he is dating her. I could barely walk to the toilet, my legs where like spaghetti. I don't even know how this happened. I wish i could forget the last year. Forget about his cute face, his beautiful body and his smile. All i see when i close my eyes is him. I just keep hoping that he will call me and tell me that he is coming over to see me and that he misses me as much as i miss him.
I thought he was different. I just want to be happy.. but i can't without him. Beautiful bluebell.. i miss you so much.