Anxiety
I'm having a horrible anxiety attack as i am typing. It has calmed down a bit but it's still here. I am so fucking scared. I want to call you so you can calm me down and tell me that everything is going to be okay. I hate myself.. why did i do this.. why didn't i listen. I thought you'd always be there for me. I miss you so much right now. I don't know what to do. I just want this hell on earth to go away. I fucking need you! I love you...