Wake me up
Been alone with myself, i don't like it. There's too many thoughts and they are all different. I'm really scared at the moment. In a dreamstate where i don't know if i exist or not. I was at the store.. was going to buy something to eat. I had to turn around as my eyesight got blurry. I just went straight to the checkout, bought my nicotine and went home. I'm scared of what i might do to myself. My fingers are all bloody and it hurts. I tense my jaw all the time for some reason and it makes my head hurt, making me believe that there's something really wrong with me. That i wont wake up.
I just want to wake up.
I just want to wake up.